Too tired

November 10th, 2009

Really quick post just because I haven’t updated in a while. Unfortunately I can’t stay long…it’s basically crunch time until Christmas…gah! I got an A on my Fluids & Electrolytes test :) just wanted to let you know since I had been talking about that before. School has been very very busy and pretty stressful just because the workload is piling up. I’m still learning a lot and still doing well (knock on wood) though. I don’t remember if I mentioned that I can officially pass meds now!! I passed the proficiency test and the math test so that’s a big deal. Half of our group will get to pass them at clinical on Thursday and the other half the following week. I’m excited to do it! Then next week is injections proficiency! Another biggie.

Nursing school is starting to affect my sleep. I was warned but ugh. I’m usually pretty good and still get 6-7 hours, but I am hitting those rough nights (like last night) where I’m only get 3-4 hours. I usually still function fairly well for a day or so, but not much longer than that. Luckily I can go to bed somewhat early tonight and sleep in a little tomorrow :)

Anyway so sorry for the lack of updates although I know you guys know how it is ;)

~love always~

Jen

p.s. My schedule is up for next semester:

Mon/Tues 10:30-12:30 Acute Care Nursing

Tues 2:15-4:45 Psych/Mental Health Nursing

Then Pscyh Clinical Wednesday (most likely 7:00-2:30)

and Acute Care Clinical Thurs/Fri (most likely 7:00-1:30)

That was the schedule I wanted so I’m happy :) Now just waiting for clinical placements, which probably won’t be for a few more weeks–boo!

I guess everyone doesn’t love me :(

October 29th, 2009

Have you guys ever had a nurse that doesn’t like you? I had one of those recently and it was for a stupid reason–just cuz I couldn’t pass meds yet, so she didn’t feel like I was helpful to her (sorry I talked with your patient, did almost a complete head to toe assessment, did all the patient’s ADLs and hygienic care, monitored the I&Os, and took the patient’s vital signs–you’re right I wasn’t any help at all). It’s REALLY bothering me and I can’t seem to get it out of my head and I wanted some advice/comfort from my fellow/past nursing students. I realize the nurse could have been having a bad day, I was probably in her way sometimes, and yes passing meds would take a load off her shoulders, but seriously, and this is gonna sound silly and I’m kinda joking, kinda not…but EVERYONE LOVES ME. I’m cute, I’m upbeat, and I smile when people talk to me. People constantly say that I make them smile just because of how I present myself–including past nurses I’ve worked with since school started. So it is really bothering me that this nurse found me to be a pest apparently. I tried to stay out of her way since it was clear from moment 1 that she didn’t want a student “Hi I’m Jen I’ll be with the Patient in Room XXX.” “Can you pass meds yet?” “No…sorry not for a few more weeks.” “Ha well I guess you’re going to be no help to me”. I think it’s also bothering me that I’m so bothered by it because it obviously isn’t my fault I can’t pass meds yet–so I’m in this vicious circle and I think I just really need to talk to someone who understands or has been in that situation (and yes I realize I should suck it up not everyone is always gonna love me =p haha).

*sigh* not to mention that I’m probably be overly sensitive because I’m tired too. I had a huge Professional Nursing exam yesterday (on nutrition, urinary and fecal elimination, FLUIDS  + ELECTROLYTES, pain, medications, and diagnostic testing), which I think went well and I will let you guys know when I receive my grade. Also big shout out and thanks to Nurse Teeny (check out her blog in the blogs I love to read section on the left hand column of my page) for giving me some good tips for Fluids & Electrolytes. I can’t tell you how many times I told myself “HypERtonic fluids Enter the vessels and hypOtonic fluids go Out of the vessels” :) Thank you Nurse Teeny!!!

Yay for a weekend (even if it is filled with more studying/homework…Clinical paper due Sunday, math/med exam on Monday, Oral Med Proficiency testing on Tuesday, and Health Assessment Quiz on Wednesday…WOO)

~love always~

Jen

“You’re supposed to feel stupid”

October 22nd, 2009

Haha that’s what my clinical instructor said to me today during clinical when I went up to her (after I had been up to her 3x prior) and said “Sorry, I feel stupid I can’t figure out how to hook up my patient’s oxygen to the portable oxygen tank so we can walk around”. And she responded that I’m supposed to feel stupid and it’s okay. I’m new and that’s what she’s there for :) Haha I love my clinical instructor–she makes me feel better about everything and is an amazing instructor!! I’ve learned so much from her!

Anyway things are good! Clinical has been going very smoothly… every clinical I get more and more nervous actually because I’m waiting for the day that I get a patient who hates me or  a day where everything goes wrong or I really screw up…because sooner or later it’s going to happen. Not every patient is going to be as perfect as my last couple have been. However, I am glad that so far it has not been too difficult. I hung an IV bag today in clinical which was my new skill for the day (and apparently hooking up oxygen as well hehe). The skills that we’re doing now in clinical are: vital signs, monitoring I & O, ADLs, hygienic care, and a handful of assessments (right now we can do cardio, respiratory, abdomen, skin, eyes, ears, nose, and throat…next week we’ll add on peripheral vascular). In 2-3 weeks we’re going to start doing med passes! That’s the big one. It’ll really help out the nurses on the floor and it will keep us very busy too.

My Health Assessment quiz grade did get bumped up to a 90% YAY so now I have all A’s on tests/assignments and overall. Which makes me very happy of course.

I passed my sterile technique proficiency test! And I had a quiz on Tuesday, which I’m still waiting for the grade…I think I did alright.

Next week I have Exam 2 for Professional Nursing (which includes A LOT of info even though it’s only been 2.5 weeks since the last exam) and a Process Recording paper due for Clinical. Then can I just tell you it’s crunch time again. The following week (11/1-11/7) I have my 2nd Math Assessment (which I have to pass with a 90 or above in order to move on in the course and to be able to pass meds–although you can retake it if need be), my Oral Med Proficiency Test, and my 2nd Health Assessment quiz. The week after that (11/8-11/14) I have my 2nd Clinical Pharmacology exam, Lab Quiz 3, Oral Med Testing, Full H + PE paper, and a Functional Health Assessment paper.  Then Injection Proficiency testing and Exam 3 for Professional Nursing the week after (11/15-11/21). Finally followed by a Thanksgiving break before it’s crunch time again before finals.

I have learned so much so far and it’s moving so fast. I can’t believe that in 15 months I will be taking the NCLEX-RN exam. Crazzzyyyyy. Then straight on to my MSN + PNP (despite what a lot of people are advising I really want to go straight through, full time, get it done and do what I want to do. I love bedside nursing so far, but my heart is in pediatric primary care (at least from what I can tell right now–I obviously don’t have too much experience). A lot of the students are saying they’re taking a break in between the BSN and the MSN and working as an RN, so that they’ll get experience and be more respected and I should do the same, but I disagree–at least in my situation. A lot of the people don’t want to go into primary care, so then yes I would say maybe taking time off and working as an RN would be good (if you can find a job of course–MA is not so nice to new grads right now) but primary care is kinda a different ball game and the direct-entry program definitely prepares you…I’ve seen it. So right now that is still my plan! I just want my classmates to support me in my plans too. Just because they’re different than theirs doesn’t make them wrong. So here’s to Jennifer Vitti MSN Class of 2012! not 2013, 2014, etc.

Back to homework… always homework, but it’s worth it :)

~love always~

Jen

p.s. what is up with MA or New England and the lady bug infestation?! Craziness

I make a difference

October 9th, 2009

I am so happy with life right now.

The stretch of non-stop exams has stopped momentarily and for the rest of the semster they are more spread out. I got the rest of my grades–adding on to the others

Math/Med Quiz 100%

Professional Nursing Exam 98% <–HUGE EXAM (20 chapters) AND I ONLY GOT ONE WRONG!!

And my one 85% in Health Assessment, which is still an okay grade, might actually get bumped up to 90% because one of the questions they might end up accepting two answers!!

I just feel so amazing that I’m actually in nursing school finally after so long getting to do what I’ve been wanting to do and I’m doing well! I also have made friends in school and have a good relationship with my instructors.

Clinical has been going well too. We finally had our own patient that we were responsible for the other day. We had partners for the day, but I was happy with that. The girl I was partnered up with I get along with very well and she and I have similar bubbly personalities, so we go well together too from a patient’s perspective. We did vitals, cardio, respiratory, and abdomen assessment, made sure he had all his meals, measured intake and output, helped him clean his dentures, gave any messages to the nurse, and just kept him company and talked with him. We also got to see a PICC line put in which was a great opportunity and really interesting. It was an amazing day and we had a great rapport with the patient and I left there feeling like I MAKE A DIFFERENCE. THIS IS WHY I’M HERE THIS WHY I’M DOING WHAT I’M DOING! Ah I just feel so good! And I’m sure there will be bad exams, bad grades, bad days where the patient and I don’t get along, but right now I’m just basking in the love I have for this profession and my life right now. Once my boyfriend graduates from college and moves back home I might just explode from happiness :)

AND I have a long weekend this weekend. And I plan on spending it doing work lmao, but in a good way! I’m a very organized person…a bit OCD for sure… and I’ve basically been behind since Day 1 because of all the assignments that were expected to be done for the first day of classes. I have been getting closer and closer every week, but this weekend I will officially catch up in all my reading, my leisure reading (I read 1 chapter a day of a pleasure book to keep me sane), my Italian studying (keeping up with my language skills–takes only 5-15 minutes a day), and my tv shows. I also want to get back on my regular running schedule since I’d like to lose 8 pounds by Thanksgiving–I’ve lost some already I’m almost positive, but I have no idea how much since we don’t have a scale in my house–oh well. And once I get caught up I’ll have more time for blogging! *happy dance*

Off to read about Fluids + Electrolytes–I heard that’s a hard section, so wish me luck–any tips?!

Enjoy your weekends everyone! Let me know how your school is going!

~love always~

Jen

Sorry friends

October 4th, 2009

I know I promised I would try to do an entry with EVERYTHING that has been going on, but it’s going to have to be put off for a few more days. I have a Med/Math test tomorrow, lab hw due Tuesday, a HUGE professional nursing exam Wednesday, an H + PE paper due Wednesday, and then clinical again on Thursday. BUT THERE IS LIGHT ON THE HORIZON (for real for real). I have a long weekend :) a FIVE DAY weekend to be exact. So I plan to get caught up 100% and to update you guys. You should get an entry either Friday PM or sometime Saturday. Until then…wish me luck and good luck to each of you who are in similar situations!

Grades have been posted however, which I wanted to share so far…

Lab Quiz: 95%

Pharmacology Exam: 96% <–worth 25% of my grade!!! really pumped about that one

Lab Check-off 1: PASS

Health Assessment Quiz: 85%

All good passing grades :) Hopefully I can keep this up!

~love always~

Jen

Quiz/Exam Time Already

September 28th, 2009

So I’m finally starting to catch up in my work (I was behind because we were expected to read 6 chapters or so BEFORE school even started and since we didn’t have the syllabi yet, no one informed us *sigh* so I’ve been behind in some reading from the get-go). But I’m a hard worker, so by the end of this weekend I should be all caught up and be able to be on a regular schedule like I like to. And once I’m caught up in work (priorities sorry) I will then blog more!

I have A LOT I want to tell you guys, but I don’t have much time, so I’m just going to update on the important stuff. I am in Week 4 of school and things are going great. It’s stressful, but I still love it (haha I’m not burnt out yet!!). Clinical is good…nothing too new with that yet this week we’re shadowing a nurse for 3 hours and then taking our own patients for the rest of the day!!! So exciting! I will definitely update toward the end of the week to let you know how that goes.

Last week I had my first quiz in Lab I just got it back tonight and I received a 95%!!!! (only 1 wrong!) That’s a good way to start off school/semester/first test. Then this week is a REALLY busy week (hence why I haven’t been blogging much–because I’ve been preparing). Tonight I had my first pharmacology exam. I was SO nervous. I thought I prepared pretty well, but first exams are always stressful and I didn’t really know what to expect. I think it went very well though! Grades should be posted soon (within the next few days), so I’ll update about that too. And then tomorrow I have my Vital Signs Proficiency Test (BP, apical pulse, radial pulse, respirations, and temperature), and Wednesday I have a Health Assessment Quiz on Cardio, Respiratory, and Abdominal Systems. So I’m busy busy.

Well I have to go prepare for lab and vital signs tomorrow, so again–hopefully expect an update toward the end of the week!

~love always~

Jen

CLINICAL

September 19th, 2009

Week 2 of Nursing School is done…*BIG SIGH* I am stressed out and so behind in my work and I feel like all I do is work, but I still love it. Probably because I know this is what I want to do and I know it will be worth it. Also in comparison to my previous major (Biochemistry) which was also a TON of work, nursing school is a lot of work, but it’s interesting. There is such a huge difference between doing boring homework and doing interesting homework.

We had our first clinical this week! We’re not taking patients yet (not this week either, but the week after we will be!). We had hospital/clinical orientation on location and went over some paperwork. We also learned a bit more about our floor and met some of the nurses. I loved it :) The nurses were really nice to us so far, so hopefully I’ll get some good ones who are enthusiastic to teach because I am soooo ready to learn. I am a sponge haha. I also love my clinical instructor and clinical group. Everyone is just so supportive of each other and each other’s questions it is really great to have a support group that knows firsthand what’s going on and what it’s like (especially on those not so nice days). Next week we’re supposed to be shadowing a nurse for a few hours and do a scavenger hunt on our floor so that should be a lot of fun. I am most looking forward to the shadowing so I can get a feel of what it’s like as a nurse on our floor!

Other school news–I received a 100% on my Math Pre-Test. Unforunately it doesn’t count for anything haha, but it was used to see “where we were at”, so hopefully that’s a good sign! I have my first real quiz this upcoming week. It is in lab on basically everything we’ve done in lecture and lab the first 2 weeks of school–scary! I also have a vital signs proficiency test either this week or next week. We can kinda choose which week we’ll go, but I’m leaning toward next week because I haven’t been able to practice BP since all the open lab times were full. That way I can sign up for an open lab time for this week and be able to practice before I go in there. It doesn’t hurt you if you fail this week though, so I might give it a shot anyway… or I can potentially just do all my vital signs EXCEPT BP, which I feel pretty good about…we’ll see. It depends on how much time it takes for everyone who wants to go to do it, so I’m playing it by ear. I’m pretty nervous, but I think it will be okay. I think one of the reasons I’m nervous is because I can do everything really well with my stethoscope (Littman’s are great by the way–you can hear so much), but the stupid double stethoscopes are SO quiet…I really am having a hard time hearing. Ugh. I’m sure I’ll be okay–just frustrating.

That is all for now…hope everyone’s semesters have started off fabulous!

~love always~

Jen

FIRST WEEK-COMPLETE!

September 10th, 2009

I feel like I just started…oh wait I did. Short week this week (which is probably a good thing!) since Monday was a holiday and I don’t have classes on Friday. But there is only two words I need to describe nursing school (right now at least–I know you oldies [but goodies] might laugh at me when I say these words and say “you.just.wait.”)

TRUE LOVE

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Yes, those are two stethoscopes–LOVE IT!

Alright here is the play-by-play. Day 1 I had Professional Nursing Lab and my first math/med class. I was over-prepared for lab (I’m okay with that–better than being underprepared for sure). I had already done the assignments because although they didn’t specifically say to do them I figured I would want to do them beforehand. Turns out this is usually the norm for every week except the first week. So first day they walked us through our hw assignment (just a worksheet and watching some videos on one of the online/software packages we had to buy). So that was a little boring because not only had I seen the nursing videos, but they were just on handwashing. However, I was still just too excited, so it didn’t really bore me too much. So the first hour was introduction and watching the videos. Second hour I learned proper body mechanics. Now I don’t know how much you can tell from my pic but I’m a small girl. I won’t give my weight away, but I’m only 5′3″ in height. Lifting 400 lb patients by myself–trouble. So I basically learned that I will probably usually need help moving patients. Third and final hour of lab I learned about PPE (personal protective equipment-gloves, gowns, masks, goggles, etc.), how to put it on and take it off the right way and how to wash my hands (yes of course we did the glo-gel thing to see how we did haha). Then I had an hour of math/med where we took a pre-test to see where we were. I think I did fine, but I won’t get it back until Monday. It was very basic math–the stuff I mentioned I was going over during the summer.

So a short first day, but that was good because I came home and I screwed my head back on straight and was able to get myself pretty organized, which I was very happy about.

Day 2 was much longer. I had Professional Nursing lecture in the morning from 11:00-1:00. My instructor is awesome! I’ve heard this class can be kinda dull and dry but everyone has to go through it. No! My instructor made it so much fun she’s hilarious, lively, and told really relevant stories to help us learn the info better. I am really excited about this again because I haven’t heard great things about this class as a nursing school class in general. We didn’t get very far because of all the intro stuff, but it was still really good. I’m not gonna lie though–the exams sound hard. I know everyone has to get used to this, but that whole “critical thinking” stuff…yeah…not going to be so easy. I have been using some of the software given to us again for practice of critical thinking questions (and I recommended it to some of my fellow students today because most people don’t know what to do with it since it’s more for a self-help tool not assignments–and they seemed really impressed, which made me feel good about myself) and I’m getting better, but I’m still WAY overthinking everything. I’ll get it…I have faith :)

Continuing with Day 2 I had a really long break from 1:00-5:00. So I had lunch then did some work in the library which was productive, but I was tired. (My schedule isn’t ideal because I have late nights on M/W and early mornings on Tu/Th, so it goes late night Monday to early morning Tuesday to late night Wednesday to early morning Thursday–not a lot of catch-up sleep time). Then I had Health Assessment from 5:00-8:00. This was cool I learned how to take radial pulse, apical pulse, and blood pressure and we got to practice on our classmates. I need a bit more practice in blood pressure–strangely I can hear pretty accurately the systolic sound, but I always think the diastolic (when the sound stops) is way earlier than when it actually stops–I realized this not only because my diastolic seemed funny, but my professor has one of those double stethoscopes and she was like “umm it was still going…” We didn’t need to buy BP cuffs for school, but I’ve decided to probably buy one this weekend as I really think it would be beneficial to practice and they’re not terribly expensive. I was good at “palpating the brachial artery” though, so that was good! Apparently that’s difficult sometimes as a new student? Or maybe I’m just making stuff up haha.

Finally today, Day 3. Usually on Thursdays I have clinical. Obviously Week 1 washing my hands and barely being able to take a BP would probably not be so helpful in a setting. So we had clinical orientation (at school). I met my clinical instructor (I think she’s awesome! She seems really laid back, but at the same time really organized, which I think is the perfect combination!) She explained to us her style of teaching which is really hands on. And she was really reassuring too. She’s young, so she remembers vividly what it’s like to be a nursing student and she remembers what she didn’t like about her clinical experiences and what she did and so she’s taken a lot of her experiences and made it into what so far seems like a pretty effective teaching format, although I guess I’ll have to see when I actually get there. Next week we will go to our clinical site (which by the way I am very happy with–good location and good reputation). Per HIPAA I will never reveal what clinical site I am at nor will I talk about patients specifically. If I do want to share some patient experiences information will be changed–I mention this in my blog a number of times and I have a permanent link on the left side of my blog that addresses it. I take HIPAA EXTREMELY seriously and therefore I like to address it fairly frequently. Blogging is a great form of expression and information, but not at the expense of other people’s rights–not cool. Just throwing that out there again. But back to fun now–our floor seems really interesting–kind of a hodge-podge of different things that you wouldn’t think go together, but do. So next week at our clinical site, we still probably won’t be very helpful to nurses, so instead we’re going to have a more specific clinical site orientation and then the following week we’ll finally be assigned patients…or I should say a patient. I hope the nurses on the floor are welcoming to us. We decided as a group to push clinical half an hour earlier, so now it starts at 6:30 AM and from where I live that means I have to get up REALLY early to commute and be there on time etc (and just wait until winter…really early). But it’s for the better-the nurses for our shift don’t get there until 10 of 7:00. So this way we’ll have a chance to sort of settle in, look at our patient’s chart, do whatever we need to do for that half hour or so to set up and feel comfortable and then at 7:00 when the nurses are ready to start we’re ready too instead of coming in at 7:00 AM and trying to get settled when they’re off and running. I like it this way (even if it’s earlier–it’s one day a week) because it’s more comfortable for the students and we’re a bigger help to the nurses–at least I’d like to think so.

So that was my first week. The only class I haven’t had is Clinical Pharmacology because that is a Monday class. That’s also the only class that hasn’t put anything up online for us to look at, so I honestly have no idea what it’s going to be like. I have a lot of work to do this weekend though–Day 3 and I’m completely exhausted.

But oh so happy.

Thanks for reading my long post. I will try (try being the key word–seriously I’m this busy already and it’s just going to get worse) to post at different intervals instead of at the end of the week only so you don’t have to read one long post a week –instead more short ones. I also won’t give a play-by-play every week (my first week was just special to me aww) but will post things I find important/relevant.

Hope everyone else is enjoying the star to their September. All you new students–good luck! It’s going to be an amazing journey!

~love always~

Jen

Posts

September 10th, 2009

So nursing school happened really fast and WITH A BANG! And I love it :) I promise I will have time to update tonight, but I didn’t get home to late last night and then I still had homework and had to get up at 5 am this morning, so I can be at school by 7 am. So…this is just a little “hang on there is more to come”.

A stasera!!! (Til tonight!!! in Italian :) hehe)

~love always~

Jen

Less than 2…HOURS!

September 8th, 2009

So quick post before I officially become a nursing student at Regis College :) Yesterday I was getting so nervous, but this morning I just feel ready. I am pretty sure that this feeling won’t last long knowing me, but I am enjoying it while it lasts. I have been waiting a ridiculously long time (or so it feels) for this day and it’s finally here. I’m very happy :)

I will definitely post again either later today or tomorrow to let you know how it went! Be prepared for lots of relevant posts now that I’ve actually started school. And if you have any questions or comments please feel free!

To the beginning of the rest of my life…CHEERS!

~love always~

Jen