Jennifer Vitti

Yay! Only 58 days until I graduate.

Next week is not going to be fun. Digestive/Urinary practical on Monday, Peer Health Educator Presentation on Monday, 3rd Film Critique due Tuesday, Physical Chemistry Exam Wednesday and a Res Hall Presentation, then my first Nurse Practitioner observation in Glens Falls on Friday (which should be fun, but it’s scary that I have 45 minutes to get there and I have never been there before…if you know me then you know me and directions aren’t very good friends and therefore I have a bit of anxiety about driving places I don’t know). But then my sister should be coming to visit next weekend so that will be fun =)

I got to read my acceptance letter to Regis College. It was very exciting. But I’m having nerves about sending in my deposit. And I have no idea why. I love the school and the program. It’s in a great location, a bit more affordable than some of the other schools. It has a lot of new technology. Good clinical sites. A lot of succesful alums. And they are actually interested in me. So why am I hesitating?! I think it is just a huge step. Bigger than I realized at first. When I was applying it was just like YAY finally getting to do what I want to do by doing 2-4 years more of school. But now that I’m in I am like…OMG choosing a school could affect my whole life! My mom suggests that I just need to send in the deposit and be happy with my choice. And I totally agree with her. But I’m probably not going to make it to the mail room tomorrow, and mail doesn’t go on Saturdays at Skidmore (or Sunday for anyone). So I’ll give myself the weekend to calm down a bit and send in the deposit on Monday. I think I like that idea. And I think I will be really happy once I send in my deposit and am then ALL ABOUT REGIS and won’t even have to keep other schools on my mind.

It’s funny because I was never this nervous about picking undergraduate. I think it is because I had a clear order of where I wanted to go and it never changed. Whereas my picks for graduate school have changed quite a bit and that probably scares me. I like how I am psychoanalyzing myself on my blog. Great! Haha

Anyway I hope everyone is having a fabulous week. Some people are probably finishing up their spring breaks (lucky ducks!) *sigh* just a few more weeks to get through…58 days 58 days (and really it’s less than that because my last final is about a week or so before I graduate). I CAN DO THIS!

~love always~

Jen